Saturday, 24 November 2018

Sincerity

“What’s happening? Why don’t you tell us anything?”
“I wanted to. But I felt like a very bad person
Made a hell lot of mistakes too..”
“Heck, we don’t care how many mistakes you make!
We don’t ask you to share your story just so we can judge you.
We are you bestfriend!”

.. and that probably were the best sentences I’ve heard in 2018.

Insincerity

Be still and listen to this :
I was long retired from those dramas.
Had no interest in the role you just took in.
Either playing words or playing victims,
you can take all the fun you want.
I had no regrets, only apologies,
that your complain simply falls
to unsympathetic ears.

Friday, 18 May 2018

The Storm I Knew You Had It in You

I hesitate then you pull me in
closer and closer and sweep me away
beg me and beg me to dance along
now I'm an all-in game you wonder
cause you got me swirling and swirling
to your every chaos rotation
maybe I'm so used to being afraid
but if you're the storm
then here I am,
embracing you.

Saturday, 7 April 2018

Living Contradiction

“I would like to get to know you better.”
To understand me, you need to understand that I am a living contradiction.
My existence is contradictory.
I’m constantly mesmerized by human interaction but had my energy depleted when trying to do so.
I go along with almost everyone, but only let few breaking my walls.
I find myself to be a perfectionist but also a top list of procastinator.
There are billion things running through my mind but when I decided to focus I get too immersed I ignore everything completely.
If I’m being honest i loath small talks but I do it all the time just for the sake of breaking the ice.
I can be annoyingly indecisive but once my mind set up there is no turning back.
My brain may be stubborn but my heart will always be gentle.
I can be all over the place sometimes but when you need me you know where I’ll be.

So yes —
How can I answer your question?
Most days I don’t even understand myself.













Saturday, 3 March 2018

Favorite Kind of People

I always have a tendency to lean towards people with electric soul.

The one who look at the world inside-out and wear their heart on their sleeves.

The one who still believe that forgiveness is an essential thing.
They believe in giving out chances and see the good in everything.

They are the one who constantly love people without an agenda. Because they believe the best way to love is to love unconditionally.The one who appreciate and embrace others quirks and charms (even when one doesn't even realize it!).


They are the one who will tell me straight to my face, if I made mistake, with their best intention at heart. Because they understand that mistakes are simply just mistakes; It doesn't define who you are.


They are the one who always willing to take calculated risks and believe in the possibilities of everything. They encourage you to the do same. To feel every single moment because in life there will no be no rewind. no flashback.


I hope one day you'll also cross path with them.

And if you're anything like me,
maybe these will also be your favorite kind of people.

- Sabrina putri


Sunday, 4 February 2018

What January Looks Like

When the stars collide,
And the storm emerge.
In the mid of all the chaos,
Something came without fear and unnoticed;
My heart finds you.

"What makes you love me?" He asked.
I didn't quite know how to put it into words.
Perhaps it's because of what I saw in you:
A glimpse of certainty
and a whole lot of fireworks.

In that moment,
I secretly want to believe
There's a slightest chance that
maybe the universe has finally
grow fond of both of our souls
and
decide to unfold its magic.

-Sabrina Putri